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From Zero to ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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  1. Petucini M V U

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    Jadi maksud dari judul Thread ini , biasa nya kan From Zero to Hero :onfire:
    Berhubung belum jadi Hero , or at least jadi "orang" :malu:
    Diganti Hero nya jadi ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (dibaca I dunno :hoho: )


    :terharu::terharu:

    Seorang manusia biasa yang gak ngerti mau kemana hidup nya dan gak tau mau ngapain lagi :hoho:
    Kerjaan main game atau overall secara kesuluruhan di depan laptop / komputer :game:
    Baru diputusin karena gak bisa berusaha semaksimal mungkin :sedih: :)lol:)


    Sekarang-sekarang udah jarang main game sih :iii: cuman mantau Live Streaming di Twitch sama download 4-5 judul anime per minggu nya
     
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    Wah baru bangun masa :lol:

    Gak baik banget udah jadi kebiasaan semenjak libur kuliah :madesu:
    makin malam makin hot :mesum:


    First day jadi VIP + punya Rep power :terharu:
    Norak banget yak :maaf:


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    dota_minimap_hero_size "700"
    dota_apm
     
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    Yak tumben tumbenan lagi rada ngantuk :madesu: jadi tidur deh jam 4an

    Bangun bangun pagi :hoho: jarang jarang nih

    Kangen dia... :sigh: udah sebulan lebih kayaknya gak contact-contactan via Line :sigh: Kangen banget :sigh:
     
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    Ngantuk parah hari ini :sigh:

    nunggu uploadan sub indo gak ada yang upload upload :voodoo:

    kembalikan jam tidur ku :dead:
     
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    Parah lagi play pagi pagi internet mati :madesu: sama Tivi juga :madesu:

    12 jam terlama dalam hidup gue :madesu:

    Mau nangis rasanya :madesu:
     
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    Ini nonton Oscar , Leonardo di Caprio :lol: gak dapet dapet loh kasian :lol:

    Banyak referensi film bagus nih nonton ginian

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    12 years of slave
    Frozen
    dst.. :hmm:
     
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    Wah kan Miku ke Indonesia :cinta:

    Tapi :sigh: tiket pasti mahal :sigh:
    Yuk deh nabung ! :hoho:
     
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    Lumayan hari ini dapet tidur lumayan :sigh:
    Lagi menang banyak MMR Solo 4240 , Win +62 :lol:

    Ayo terus semangat nabung nya ! Hatsune Miku Insya Allah dapet
     
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    As usual :sigh:
    nothing special :sigh:

    semoga tiket nya murah :lol: udah nabung segala macam ini :haha:
     
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    Udah lama gak kesini :lol:

    lagi rada gak mood foruman :sigh:

    Kangen banget :sigh: tapi gak tau deh dia nya gimana :sigh:
     
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    Wah 5 hari gak kesini :lol:

    Mohon maafkan wahai Diary :maaf:

    Kangen ... dan mengapa kau menjadi suka Korea :lol:
     
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    :sigh: ada apa ini hari

    Bete banget :sigh:

    Tiba tiba teringat itu :sigh:
     
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    Ketika rata-rata seumuran gue udah sukses , dan gue disini cuman main game :sigh:

    Am i Loser ?

    Gak ada yang bisa di dapat dari hal yang gue lakukan , tapi tetap gue lakukan dan gapernah gue tinggal . Bahkan yang ada malah membuat banyak kehilangan

    Menyesal ? Tidak .
    Iri ? Sedikit
    Ketika udah mulai magang lah , kerja lah , malah udah ada yang menikah . Gue hanya mikirin diri sendiri . Apakah itu salah ?

    Bahkan cewe ndiri aja ninggalin . Gimana mau buat gue berubah kalo cuman bisa di bacotin doang :sigh:
    Macam pemakai Narkoba , masa di omelin bisa langsung berhenti :lol: yang ada makin menjadi lah :sigh:


    Hidup gue menyedihkan ya :lol: tapi mengapa harus sedih , toh yang bikin sedih diri gue sendiri ya gak :hmm:
    Berarti nih gue tipe tipe Otaku yang gak kawin kawin kali yak :lol: jangan sampe aduh amit amit :lol:
     
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    Takut lupa langsung 2 post aja deh :lol: itung-itung ngejang :hehe:

    Dear N "T" A , gue kangen loh ama elu :sigh: , kangen banget . Yang biasa tiap malam minggu ketemu , ketawa bareng , ngomel-ngomelin gue , makan masakan elu , jalan bareng antara ke TA CP CL :lol: , ngobrol ama kamu , itu rasa yang tak tergantikan :terharu:

    Yang biasa semangatin gue (walau cara nya ngeselin dengan ngomel ngomel :ngeselin: ) tapi gue ngerti elu pengen gua jadi orang . Maaf yah udah ngecewain elu , banget :sigh:
    Udah hampir 2 bulan kali yak :???: gak pernah Line :sedih: paling nge kode aja ngevisit path :lol: (gue maksudnya yang kode :lol: )
    Gue juga tau banyak moment elu di path itu ada sedikit "sindiran" bagi gue . Dan gue yakin sampai saat ini elu juga masih merhatiin gue dari jauh (makanya gue menghilang path :lol: sok misterius la :puff: )

    Semoga aja gak ada cowo yang deketin elu :doa: karena sejujurnya gue rada males pacaran ama orang lain . Maunya ama elu , kalo gak mau yaudah gausah :puff:
    Biarkan gue menikmati masa lajang ku bersama kesuraman ku .

    Tapi kalo di inget-inget ada satu moment yang bikin gue masih agak sedih , ketika dia bilang gue adalah beban selama ini , padahal udah pacaran 1tahun ++
    Apa rasanya pemirsa :gakdenger: , dan entah kenapa gue ngerasa itu bener-bener dari hati . Dengan kata lain gue emang beban :sigh: Bukan lagi sindiran atau bercanda atau pemicu semangat .

    Buat elu yah... semoga sukses yah . Toh elu juga pasti sukses , gak kayak gue , yang bahkan udah umur 20 gak jelas mau dibawa kemana idup . Daripada beneran jadi beban dimasa mendatang atau malah malu-maluin elu , mending jauh jauh aja kali yak dari gue :haha:
    Sukses lah yah sebagai AssLab di kampus ya , kemungkinan semester ini KP deh :???: .

    Asal elu tau (walau dia gak mungkin ngeliat ginian :lol: nyaris 99,99% gak bakal ngeliat ginian , tapi tapi kalo beneran ngeliat gimana dong :iii: kan die tau Petucini itu ID global gue :lol: ) gue tuh mikirin elu tiap hari pas tidur , apalagi jumat - minggu malam
    . Galau max !!!!!!!!!!
     
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    Well baru bilang kemarin kangen , eh tau tau nya ... :sigh:
    foto nya gak tau sih jalan ber 2 tapi gimana yah :sigh:
    Udah nemu yang baru kali yah :sigh:

    Bahagia nya anda :puff:

    dan baru nyadar ada post tumblr nya buat gue :lol:

    akhir yang jelas, yaa aku tau ga ada hubungan yg bakal mulus mulus aja. semua orang pasti akan melewati masalah. tp untuk masalah yg aku hadapin, aku belajar satu hal. “kamu bisa menjadi alasan orang utk berubah, tp km ga selama nya kekal” dengan kata lain orang ga akan bener-bener berubah sampai dia menginginkan nya.
    mungkin sekarang terasa agak berat, tapi ini lebih baik daripada harus terus berharap. mungkin juga ini emang keputusan yang paling tepat sekaligus waktu buat mencapai mimpi mimpi yg terlewatkan.

    ada satu pertanyaan yg dari dulu belum terjawab, kenapa cewek mesti dewasa duluan ketimbang cowok? kenapa coba?
    intinya ya gitu, pemikiran aku terlalu jauh, ga terlalu jauh juga sih. cuma realistis aja. kamu yg berusaha pasti akan menuai hasil, sekecil apapun hasil nya,orang orang akan menghargai itu.

    dibalik semua masalah yang ada, aku berterimakasih atas apa yg aku terima, atas kebahagiaan yang pernah ada, atas senyum tawa dan tangis yg pernah hadir. suatu hari nanti, semoga aja bisa ngerti maksut dari semua yg pernah aku lakukan dan aku katakan. ( :sedih: :sedih: :sedih: )

    dan sekarang, kayak nya emang harus bgt fokus kuliah,benerin nilai2 yg nanggung jelek engga bagus jg engga. huft.. dan yang jelas tetep bakal ngurus dagangan hahahaha. lumayan follower ig dagangan udah 2500++ semoga makin lanjar jaya makmur sentosaaaa. amiiiiin


    Sumpah baru sadar :lol: itu udah di post sebulan lalu kayaknya
    Kayaknya makin fix kalo dia udah move on + let it go :sigh: kalo gue move on aje susah gimana let it go :lol:

    Gak tau lagi mau ngomong apa :sigh: fix sedih loh yah
     
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    Well nulis beginian jam setengah 12 , iseng lagi youtube an ada tiba-tiba pengen denger lagu ini
    [video=youtube;_Q5-4yMi-xg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Q5-4yMi-xg[/video]
    Mungkin satu satu nya lagu jepang yang dia suka :lol: dan dia cukup hapal entah kenapa :iii:
    bakat bakat suka jepang nih :lol:

    Yah walaupun dia bukan first love , tapi ini lagu lumayan bikin nyesh lah yah :sigh:
    gak tau lagi agak kangen kangen nya tapi agak di down kan ama dia pas liat foto nya di Path :sigh: gak tau gue yang berlebihan atau ... benar
    Nanya sahabat nya sama aja , gak dijawab , bahkan di read Line gue :lol: pasti ada persengkongkolan antara mereka :ngeselin:
    setelah dipikir-pikir , kemungkinan balikan itu bener bener kecil loh , atau mungkin bisa gue katakan gak bakal terjadi :sigh:
    Udah lama gak ngerasain Single (gak juga sih :lol: orang baru pacaran 1 tahun lebih )

    Eh iya :kaget: 1 bulan 2 hari itu 2 tahun :lol: , malah 2 hari lagi 23 bulan :keringat: mantan macam apa gue lebih milih nabung buat konser Miku daripada mencoba balikan :lol:
    well whatever , kalo kata Singsing , We F*cking lose man , F*cking lose << Disensor mod yah gapapa kan :hehe:
    Kerjaan main Dota doang :sigh: suram bgt hidup :sigh:
     
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    Oke setelah 40hari pas gue gak contact2 an dia , iseng coba sapa

    Begini lah percakapan di Line
    G : Gue :elegan:
    T : Ada deh :hehe:

    Percapakan via Line

    G : Hey - READ
    T : Knp
    G : Gapapa , lagi apa kamu ? - READ
    T : Nugas
    G : Okeh maaf ganggu , mangat yah tugas nya - READ



    singkat dan padat kan :lol: Anda luar biasa :hehe:
    Tapi mau bagaimanapun ... gue kangen loh ama dia , sumpe :sigh: semakin pengen lupain , ketika sekali keinget ... susah lupainnya :sigh:

    Terus juga itu ama U A , gak tau deh beneran dia nanya ke T cuman di read , atau ada persengkongkolan . Sepengetahuan gue sih mereka sahabatan banget , so gak mungkin begitu :lol: sekali lagi , anda luar biasa :hehe:
     
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    pas 30hari lagi , 24 bulan a.k.a 2 tahun :sigh:
    gue gak sadar hubungan nya udah lumayan lama . Dari kenal pas SMA , tiba2 sapa2an lagi di Twitter , ketemu , jadian , dll semua nya masih inget :sigh: (wajar inget , wong memory nya gak banyak :lol: ) .
    Mau Move on kagak bisa2 :sedih:

    kadang gue nulis ini udah beberapa post , kemungkinan orang nya liat gak yah :lol: lucu loh kalo tiba2 ngeliat , walau kemungkinan kecil sih . Tapi kan di twitter gue naro link profile gue , yah walau gue ragu die ngerti perforuman :lol:
     
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    Tersangka nya bernama ACUN permirsa :lol:
    kebetulan dapet nama nya dari Instagram :hehe: stalker hebat juga gue :lol:
     
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