OriFic Just write what's on my mind

i just seek a comfortable man who able to my friend and beloved one
i need you more than anything
i love you in a silent space
i don't know do you realize it or not...but i really want to say it to you "I Love You"
i know it's sound so crazy cos we never meet each other
but you already make me so comfortable to talk and share with

it's really hurt me to keep this feeling
i really love you...please make it come true
it's really hurt that you don't treat me like a someone special
i know i'm not a special person for you
it's really hurt when you ignore me

do you know that tomorrow is my last chance
if you treat me just like a friend
so don't be surprise if the day after tomorrow i will disappear from you
i will give you a simple cute thing, if you keep it i will so proud but if you want to trash it
that's okey but don't do it in front of me.

if they ask me how about our relationship, shall it be a serious relationship?
i will answer that you just my friend and we never talk each other again.

now i can say to the world there is no pure friendship between boy and girl
i'm sorry if i destroying our friendship
i'm sorry if i make you made
i'm sorry if i disturb you

i'm sorry but don't blame me...
i just loving you...

i miss how you send messages everyday, every hours, every minutes
i miss how you talk to me about anything
i miss how you act like a cute spoil boy especially when you are sick
i miss it.......but you never do it again to me, maybe you already find the others

i'm so sorry....i love you my dear friend

 

my dear friend,

today you really make me feel so bad
last night you act so nice
but today you back to ignore me and caring with others
okey, maybe i just a stupid girl who still love a man like you
i should forget about you

sunday will be our first and maybe last meet
please be nice for that day
only 1 day please
after that i will let you go to wherever you want to go
whatever you want to do
i promise i will not disturb you anymore, no more message if you not ask me first.

please keep a little thing i will give to you
it's not an expensive thing
but i give it with all my heart

i'm sorry if i love you...
don't worry i will let you go after that day

thank yo so much for all you've done for me
for sweet moments you gave to me

i will keep your name in a room in my heart
and i give the key of that room to you
no one will open it 'cos only you have the key
if you trash the key..that's ok
it's mean that room will never open by somebody else so when you appear, i still remember you

i love you my dear friend